Heartache

I just lost my 2nd baby. 10 weeks along this time. I don't know what else to say, except that I just want a baby, and this feels really, really unfair. I don't think I'll feel good again until I can get pregnant again, and keep it in me.

And thank goodness for painkillers, it even helps dull my emotional pain somewhat, until I can deal with it better. (Don't worry, I'm not going to become a drug addict!)